And the Silence Runs Dry.

It’s like there are magic words floating around that cause others to attend to me with silence. I would that I knew how they could be unlocked. I wish that there was a magic person in this world with the energy to continually parley emails back and forth, someone who has no problem responding immediately…

The dialogue that started the battle within.

I looked him in the eye. Contemplating his proposal. “You see her. She’s the goal. You can’t hide from it. Everywhere you turn, there she is. You know you want that prize. The world has made sure of it. And your stubborn refusal to play the game is pointless. You can no more fail to…

With each new dayee.

Despite the apparitions of fear and loneliness that invade me during the night, I find the morning to be refreshing. So good morning to you. I embrace the darkness and the light and the twilight and the missed light and the moonlight. Here’s an excerpt of a new theatre piece I am writing: LOC: You…

When and how does it end?

There’s a time for love; a time for war; a time for smiles; and a time for now. My floss was hiding in the box of Q-tips. But the loss of floss made me feel completely paranoid again. 2nd day in a row. I will write here over and over and over and over again….

Rerun Faith: Prayer Episode #1

In this episode of Faith: Prayer, we find Faith lying with her momentary lover. He is nude and breathing quietly. FAITH: Oh dear Lord. Let my momentary lover enjoy his momentary status. Let my momentary lover take everything I give him, and ask for nothing more. Oh dear Holy One, may everything work out to…

Life’s a punch in the jaw. I want to…

…die. I will do it ironically, as I did this morning. I roller bladed from 149th St to 28th St and back this morning, and hardly felt any strain. Am I in good shape? Hardly. Cursed with a overactive metabolism? More likely. I bet there are people out there who run, bike, blade, skate, etc,…

Tips for Skinny Men.

Ha! I’ve been doing some research to see if I could find stores that have clothes that fit me. And the tips are like this: 1) No slim fitting shirts. 2) Blazers with shoulder padding. 3) Short jacket. 4) Flat front pants. 5) Turtle necks, and crewnecks. All of these things are expressly meant to…

A thought about Fate.

When Fate wants something to happen other than my impulse, sometimes it works like this: I privately feel so strongly about something, that I make a decision to change. The last time it was to quit thinking about dating. I come home determined to make this change, when suddenly, something outside of me occurs that…